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The day that changed my life
Monday, November 14, 2005

Current music: Jetstream, by New Order feat. Anna Matronic.

There's nothing really worth of an update, but I promised myself I'd update at least once every three days so here I am. I'm just back from a visit to Fnac. I ended up buying a DVD [Dawn of the Dead'04] and a manga [Fake], even though I tried my best to inhibit my materialistic wishes. I'm such a weak young man. I also saw my brother's favorite singer, and now I feel bad because I could've asked him for an autograph. I hate being stupidly shy. It's been raining all day long. I love rain, but people turns stupid as soon as starts raining, because they really need to take their cars for some strange reason, so traffic is insane, and when you're stuck in a bus surrounded by dozens of people and you feel like if you were canned tuna, traffic is the last thing you need. Other than that, rain is pretty cool.

Today is the second anniversary of a day that changed my life. To think that seeing Shakespeare in Love on DVD and having dinner on a Chinese restaurant changed my life is actually kinda pathetic. lol. For starters -- the girl who was sit right next to me in class, the lovely Vicky, told me she was celebrating her birthday [which had been a month before, but she hadn't had time to celebrate it properly] with her friends and she thought it'd be nice if I joined them. I said yes, even though I get terrified when I think about meeting new people. In fact, when the day finally arrived, I missed my bus and I thought that'd the perfect excuse to stay at home. But then I felt something, something hard to explain, an inner voice telling me "don't be stupid. Just go and we'll see what happens". And thank god I didn't stay at home. I was surprised to see a group of teenagers which were different. They loved watching movies at home, and just staying together, rather than going out and getting drunk. Well, some time later we actually discovered that going out and getting drunk could be fun as well. lol. The point is -- that day changed my life because I finally found something which made me feel better, alive, part of something. I honestly doubt I'd be sane by now if I didn't have them. God, I missed them a lot. But I know they miss me, too. ;) And last, but not least, thanks Andrew for telling me "You should go. It could be fun. And who knows, you might find some new friends". You're my Jiminy Cricket. :P

I just can't get enough of you,

Santi

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