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Name: Santi
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Stupid beyond belief
Thursday, June 29, 2006

Current music: All Good People, by Nerina Pallot.

I had a great time with Ainhoa and David. We met for a coffee, and then thought it would be fun to see a movie. We went to see American Dreamz, which was hilarious. It wasn't as mean-spirited as I thought it would be, but it was a very sarcastic view on pop culture and politics. Mandy Moore is totally awesome, and this is probably her best performance alongside Saved!, where she also played an evil character. I hope she becomes America's new sweetheart :P Hugh Grant is curiously good playing an enormously likeable SOB, as Rogert Ebert wisely said. Willem Dafoe, Hugh Grant, Sam Golzari and just about everyone in the cast are really great. My only complain is that the one and only Jennifer Coolidge doesn't have much screentime. I don't know why the critics were so harsh, to tell you the truth. So after this we went to Ainhoa's place cause she had to take something. She happens to live in the gay quarter of Madrid, Chueca, and we're in the middle of Pride Week, so it was packed. I swear my ass was grabbed about a dozen times while we were trying to get to Ainhoa's place. lol. So we decided to join the party "for a while" [read: 5 hours] It was a lot of fun.

I'm going to explain you why I chose that title for this entry. I told you there was someone after me. Well, I fucked it up, and this time is for real. He's coming back home tomorrow, and won't come back to Madrid until September. And I don't think he'll be waiting for me. In fact, he's spending his holidays in Ibiza, and we all know what people usually do when they're there. So now I'm condemned to spend the summer torturing myself and thinking about how stupid am I. So yeah, I'm not very smart.

All good people have a sense of themselves,

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
21:55

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Lottery
Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Current music: All Good Things [Come To An End], by Nelly Furtado.

Seems like the situation with this guy wasn't as fucked up as I thought. He was busy with his finals, so that's why he couldn't talk to me during last week. I like him. And he likes me. Which is a bit surprising for me. I mean, he's a real stone fox, and god knows hot guys are never interested in someone like me. So I keep wondering and wondering why he's so interested. Dah says I shouldn't think so much about it, and that I must take this chance. I think he's right. I feel that, in a way, this is like winning the lottery. lol

I'm meeting my former desk mates Ainhoa and David tomorrow. They're the nicest people I met at school so I don't want to lose them as friends. We're going to have coffee and see a movie, which is always nice.

The rain forgot how to bring salvation,

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
21:00

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Excuse me
Saturday, June 24, 2006

It's no secret that the few entries I wrote during this month are uninspired crap. And I want to explain you why I'm feeling this way:

- My uncle [who happens to live next door] has cancer, and it looks like he's losing the battle. My father is obviously devastated, and he's in a bad mood, so sometimes we have little quarrels over stupid things.

- I got my eye on someone, but I think I fucked it up. I met him on the net like two weeks ago, and he wanted to meet up but I said no, because I thought it was a bit too early. And even though he said he respected my decision, he's been a little cold lately.

So, the reason why I'm feeling bad about myself is that I get depressed over the stupidest things [i.e. that guy who ignores me] when there's people with real problems. When I think about what my cousins and my aunt will have to get through in the near future I feel even worse. And I know it's not my responsability, but I can't help it. They're my family after all.

So now you know why I'm not into blogging lately.

[Darkdancer] danced away @
18:06

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Body or heart?
Friday, June 16, 2006

Oh my god, it's amazing how you can spend days and days doing nothing worth mentioning. My dad is nearly unberable lately. Those mood swings are a bit too much for me. In his defense I'll say he's very concerned about something, but I'm not the one to blame. I'm also brooding over something. I don't know if I should do it. It's something I promised myself I would never do but now that I actually have a chance to do I'm not so sure anymore. Quoting Christina Aguilera's timeless classic Genie In A Bottle: "My body's saying let's go / But my heart's saying no". You probably know what this is about, so I won't add anything. I'm exhausted, but I can't sleep.

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
21:55

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I'm the new Bridget Jones
Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Current music: Up All Night, by Matt Willis.

I'm sorry about the complete lack of updates, but it's just that things have been soooo quiet that I have nothing interesting to talk about. Oh, I don't have tuberculosis but I may have a virus with a very strange name. I'll have to wait two weeks to find out how are we going to treat it. I talked to my cousin Cristina [who's almost a doctor lol] about it, and she says it's nothing to be worried about. I've been walking a lot lately, which is a good thing. And my brother is now engaged to his girlfriend of 4 years. I feel like a spinster. Well, I am a spinster. After all Bridget Jones has always been a hero of mine. I hope I find my Mr. Darcy someday.

I'm out of my head, and it's alright,

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
01:39

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I still have a lot to do
Friday, June 09, 2006

I wrote an update the other day but when I was about to hit the "publish" button there was a blackout and I wasn't in the mood to rewrite the whole thing. I'm having a blast in here. I should've returned to Madrid last Tuesday but I decided to stay a little longer. I know I've said this a million times, but my friends are awesome. It's great to be together, even if it only happens once every three months. Anyway, I'm leaving you now. I'll be back home tomorrow and I still have a lot to do.

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
15:19

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I'm off
Friday, June 02, 2006

I'll be out of town for a few days. I'm visiting my friends in Cartagena, and I can't fucking wait. I have butterflies in my stomach and I can't sleep. I know I get unbearably corny when I talk about them so I'm going to stop now. I hope you have a killer weekend.

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
04:15

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