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Name: Santi
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Goodbye... for a while
Thursday, December 30, 2004

Current music: Boulevard of Broken Dreams, by Green Day.
Well my lovelies, I'm gonna spend the rest of my holidays in my charming borntown, Ferrol. I'll try to write something tomorrow, but if I don't have the chance I just wanna wish you a happy new year and bla, bla, bla. I dyed my hair yesterday. Black. I really like the result, very punkish. lol. This is all I can say, my dad's rushing me and I think it's time to leave. Hope to see you soon.
My shadow's the only one who walks beside me,
Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
13:23

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Pop art
Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Current music: I'm In Heaven, by Jason Nevins feat. Holly James.
I promised I wouldn't write until I had something a little interesting to tell you about. So here I am now. I went to see an Andy Warhol exhibition. It was fantastic. All his famous portraits were there [Marilyn, Mick Jagger, Jackie O.], the album covers and film posters he designed, the movies he produced... It's a great chance to discover or re-discover one of the best artists of the 20th century.
I've gotten a new haircut. I think it looks good. I'm gonna dye my hair tomorrow, and then it'll much better. lol. This may be my last entry from Madrid this year. I might go to my borntown tomorrow. My dad isn't sure, he needs to speak to his boss. But I can't wait to be there because I spent too much time in front of the computer in the last few days, not to mention the amounts of chocolate I've eaten...
I like boring things,
Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
21:24

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A few hours later...
Saturday, December 25, 2004

Current music: Tangled Up In Me, by Skye Sweetnam.

I've survived to the lunch with "the family". Though I have to say it wasn't easy. I had to hear AGAIN that I eat less than I should and I simply ignored those comments because I was bored as hell. Now I'm celebrating Christmas à la Wannabe Glam King: wearing my tracksuit, eating chocolate, listening to some pop/rock music, spending too much hours in front of the computer and watching Queer As Folk. If you wanna join me next year and spend your holidays doing these things, you better be booking your tickets now! lol. Anyway, I know I made two senseless entries today, but what would you do if you were a 18 year-old spinster with no money? You understand me now, uh? I promise I'll try to write something slightly more interesting next time, okay?

Get tangled up in me,

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
20:44

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S. O. S

Current music: Sunshine On A Rainy Day, by Emma Bunton.

My brother, his girlfriend and her parents are coming to my place in around twenty minutes. Oh my. Save me. I'm always wearing a tracksuit whe I'm at home, but my mom says that we have guests and I have to wear something more... "normal". Let's see what happens. I feel panic.

I had a very weird dream last night. I dreamed I was on a market in my street, and then one weird man asked me "do you believe in miracles?" and suddenly started to shoot everyone with a gun but I was fast enough to reach the door before he shot me [hence the question he asked me, I guess] When I was in the street I started to shout "somebody help! Call the police!" but everybody ignored me, so I went into a shop and tried to call the police from their phone but I didn't know the number [lol], and when I asked the salesgirl to tell me the police's number, she didn't want to tell me. Then my dad woke me up. I was so scared, really. lol. Oops, I think the guests are already here. Wish me luck.

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
14:34

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A deserved break
Thursday, December 23, 2004

Current music: [s]AINT, by Marilyn Manson

I'm finally enjoying my vacations after a week full of finals. I got my grades yesterday and there were no surprises: I've failed Math and Economics. But who cares, it's Christmas and I have a two-week break, so I'm forgetting about school right now.

I've spent five days on my old town. It was really great to see my friends again. It's curious how things like listening to ABBA while playing ping-pong can be so funny if you're with your friends. I visited my old school, too. Everyone was so happy to see me. I think it's the first time that that happens. lol

I wanna change my blog's look. Not just getting a new template, but making it more attractive. I'm gonna try to include links and pictures from now on, plus having a links page. The main problem is that a) I can't find any templates I really like and b) I'm too nerd to find out how to do a links page. So if anyone can help me in this matter, I'll be glad to hear him/her.

I hate Christmas. And as you should know by now, I love doing lists, so here are what I like and don't like about Christmas:

Things I like: [I know this sounds like what a 7 year-old would say]

- Almost three weeks of doing nothing
- Presents

Thins I don't like:

- Crowded places
- Incredibly corny and well-intentioned movies on tv
- Feeling like I've wasted yet another year of my life
- Eating all the time and feeling guilty about it
- Being forced to spend time with my family [my brother's girlfriend and her parents are coming to dinner with us on Christmas Day -- fuck, fuck, fuck]
- Spending too much money
- Everyone acting like angels when they have been naughty for the last 11.5 months [lol]
- Spanish tv "specials"

Enjoy Christmas, even if it doesn't have a special meaning for you, or at least the meaning that has for everyone else but me.

The sky is a hazy shade of winter,

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
23:23

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Finals / suicidal
Monday, December 13, 2004

I'll visit my old town in 4 days
Current music: Wasted, by Laura Dawn.
I want to die. I simply want to die. I want to finish my finals right now. I've spent five hours studying History and a little while studying Math. I have those two finals tomorrow. The reason why I studied Math "for a little while" is because I'm completely sure I'll fail, so I decided to be focused on History. I have to memorize 109 pages of Philosophy for this Wednesday and 102 of Economics for this Friday. I'm so sure I'll fail Economics too. Oh well... So now you should get the title of today's post, right?
Looking on the bright side, it seems like Internet is working again, which is something really weird because it hasn't worked in five weeks and I left the company like three weeks ago. Anyway, that was the best part of the day.
Nothing much to tell you. I'll probably be slepless tonight so if you wanna add me to your MSN and drop a line, feel free to do it. You have my address on my profile.
Cheers,
Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
23:45

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Back? Who knows...
Sunday, December 12, 2004

I've been living without Internet for five awfully boring weeks, but last night it just worked again without a reason, so it's better to update this tiny little corner because I haven't updated it in a month and my fan[s] were having suicidal thoughts since my departure. lol.
Well, there's nothing really important to tell you. I hate school. It's just too stressful and I'm gonna fail Math and Economics [if I ever find out who was the genius who included this subject on schools I'm gonna kill him/her, you bastard!], and next week I have five [!!!!!!] finals, so right now I'm just thinking of killing myself.
I'm currently broke. I have 7.99 € on my bank account. That's it. I still have to buy a couple of Christmas presents, and I think I'll have to do several blowjobs because I can't spend any money right now. I'm desperate. I wanna get a job. Yes, I've just said I wanna get a job. The ones who know me gasp every time I say it, cause I'm the laziest person in the planet and sometimes I have a very diva-ish attitude, so I do understand why they rise their eyebrows when I say that. I'd like to go to London again next year, so I need to get a job if I wanna do it. I wanna work on a record store. That would be awesome. Stay tuned for news!
I'm doing a weekend trip to my old city next week. I'm really excited. I haven't told my friends I'm going. It's gonna be a surprise. I met Vicky this morning on MSN and told her that they need to be together on her place next Friday cause I'm gonna call them. What they don't know is that I'm gonna appear knocking on the door. lol. Doesn't it sound great? It's gonna be great. The six of us together again after so many months... *feeling butterflies on my stomach* [yeah, I know, I'm so corny when I'm happy]
A couple of weeks ago something really gross hapenned to me. I was on my way to the Marlango cd singing in Madrid Rock. Then I saw a 50-something man making strange signs from his car. He asked me for an adress. Nothing wrong with that, people do it all the time. But just after I told him how to get to the place he supposedly wanted to go he started to say he wanted to suck my cock, and that I looked hot and stuff like that. I was freaking out. I just wanted to punch him but some of this people is usually very violent and sometimes try to rape you or something like that and I didn't want to bother him so just kept saying I wasn't interested because I had a boyfriend [yeah, right] but he kept trying and trying and followed me for like ten minutes that seemed like ten hours, but suddenly he left me, because we were close to an area where there are a lot of cops [Plaza Mayor]. I explained what just had happened to two cops and I was so scared and embarrased that I started to cry after two seconds. The youngest of them was really great and handsome and felt relieved after talking to him. He told me I should call someone because I was so stupid that I mentioned where I was going in my little chat with that son of a bitch. Luckily, my classmate Lara lives really close to where I was so I called her and she agreed to go with me to the cd signing. We were qeueing at Madrid Rock, and then I saw him walking by. I felt terrified but thankfully he didn't see me. A few minutes later I was in front of Marlango and they were very nice and signed my cd. ^_^
Enough of my boring life. I hope you're having a good time and don't forget to share your light with someone.
Be as bitchy as you can,
Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
01:32

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