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Name: Santi
Age: 20
Location: Madrid, Spain.
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Brave new boy
Sunday, February 26, 2006

This is the last night I spend at this place. I can't believe it's been one year and a half since I arrived. Sometimes I even forget that I no longer live where I used to, and that this is my new life, and that I should accept it. I wonder if this city has changed me at all. I still feel confused, I still have the same old fears, and I still don't know what to do. But I'm ready to start a new chapter. I know I've said this a thousand times before, but I hope this time it's true.

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
20:15

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Busy with the real world
Friday, February 24, 2006

I've had the most exhausting week ever. 6 exams. I'm moving. My modem stopped working last Tuesday for no reason. I'd love to tell you more about this oh so exciting time I'm living, but I can barely type cause I'm half asleep. I'm almost done with my exams and I should be settled in my new place in four days, or less. So I promise I'll start posting normal entries soon.

Be well,

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
11:57

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Follow me!
Saturday, February 18, 2006

Current music: Hey Julie, by Fountains of Wayne.

I was going to write about my exciting Friday evening visiting comic stores, but I'm not really in the mood, so I'm going to tell you what I really wanted to tell you. I was at this store checking if they had Millenium Actress [they didn't] and I noticed this really cute guy who was like 28 looking at me with total lust. I felt a little uncomfortable, but flattered at the same time. After a couple of minutes, I decided to look at him to see what he was doing. Oh my god, he was still looking at me! I decided to keep eye contact with him. After all, I don't have hot guys desiring me all the time. He liked that, he kept eye contact too. But then it started to get creepy. I was leaving the store and I noticed *he* was following me. I thought "ok, don't freak out, he's just leaving the store, he's not following you, silly". But he proved me wrong when I was waiting for my bus and he was just standing in front on me and didn't even hide the fact that he was checking me from my head to my toes. I was scared to death, but I actually liked the idea of seeing someone so into me. lol. It's a shame that such a hot guy was a weirdo. Seriously, I don't know why I seem to be every pervert's kind of guy. Should I accept it and date a weirdo? Should I just stay single? Should I turn straight? Ugh, no.

Sometimes I catch myself staring into space,

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
22:47

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Banal
Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Current music: Super Drive, by Yosuke Sakanoue.

I'm not into posting lately, so forgive my evident numbness and clamorous lack of inspiration. My situation at school is still the same, or at least hasn't changed much, and I can't believe I'm this exhausted when I've yet to finish my exams. In fact, my finals will happen between tomorrow and February 28, and I'm so not ready for them. I hope my grades will be better this term, but they won't be as good as they'd need to be anyway. But I don't want to think about that or I'll go nuts. So let's change the subjetc.

I never had that many visitors, but the truth is that visits have plummeted in the last couple of weeks. I wonder why. Perhaps most of my [five or six] faithful readers are super busy, or maybe my current layout scared them off or something. I don't write this blog to be read by other people, but it's nice to know some people actually cares about what you write.

I'm moving in about a week and I haven't started packing, but I have an excuse. No, I won't lie saying that school and homework don't leave me any free time, it's something much more banaler. Honestly, would you bother to spend a week packing when eBay, Gravitation and Lindsay Lohan are there waiting to entertain you? I knew you'd understand.

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
22:26

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Fag!
Monday, February 13, 2006

I don't want to write another uber pesimistic post about school, so I'll just share this cartoon which I found somewhere [can't remember where, though]

Tell me it isn't hilarious.

So true

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
21:24

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TGIF
Friday, February 10, 2006

Current music: Something I Never Had, by Lindsay Lohan.

I'm so phisically and mentally exhausted it's not even funny. I just hope my grades actually reflect that I'm working harder this term. This week hasn't been that bad. I got to see my friend Vicky yesterday. And her boyfriend. And her 1344 classmates were also with us. But it was great to see her anyway. We stayed at her hotel room with her boyfriend and her 67345 friends, and we played Truth or Dare. Seriously, I hadn't played that game since I was like 13. It was fun.

Brian is wicked in every single way.

Yes, I do listen to Lindsay Lohan and I'm not ashamed to admit it. In fact, I've been obsessively listening to her for over a week.

I won't comment make any comments on this year's Grammy's because seeing U2 winning 5 awards for a crap album is just ridiculous. Foo Fighters were ROBBED. I like Kelly Clarkson. Mariah looked like if she was about to explode. Madonna has the best thights on the business. I need to find out if there's a Fell Good Inc. vs. Hung Up mash-up already. Christina Aguilera looks like a porn actress. A beautiful one, but a porn actress after all. Ugh, I didn't really want to talk about the Grammy's but I just couldn't help it.

Am I a shadow on your wall?,

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
22:56

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Syllogomaniac
Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Current music: What If It All Means Something, by Chantal Kreviazuk.

I'm oozing positivity. Well, it's not like if I were jumping enthusiastically all the time seeing nothing but sunshine, lollipops and rainbows, but I'm in a slightly better mood. Exams and assigments are still bothering me, but I don't give a damn, at least not during this week. I'm really excited about seeing my friend Vicky again. It won't be like when I visit Cartagena, because I'll probably have to put up with more people [i.e. her boyfriend, her friends from class], but it's great anyway.

I'm moving in about three weeks, and I still haven't started packing. And believe me, I have A LOT of stuff to pack. I've actually forgotten how some things arrived to my room. My mom says I may have a thing called Diogenes Syndrome, which, according to our friends from the Canadian Psychiatric Association means:

"Diogenes syndrome [DS] is characterized by severe self- neglect, domestic squalor, social withdrawal, stubborn refusal of any well-meant help, and sometimes a tendency to hoard rubbish [syllogomania]"

By the way, my knee is perfectly fine. I occasionally feel pain on my right knee, so I decided to tell my doctor, and I had to go though a magnetic resonance imaging scaner last week. This test takes over half an hour and you can't even move, so it was a little uncomfortable. But I got to see the hunkiest male nurse on Earth. Fuck, he was HOT! My cousin/best friend Cristina and me have this little theory which says that at least 9 out of 10 young male nurses are hot. And hell, we're so right. I need to find an excuse to go to that hospital again and see him. Shit, where is the flu when you need it?!

As you can see I'm going out of my head, so I leave you for now. Zack Snyder's Dawn of the Dead is on tonight and I need to see it... for the seventh time.

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
21:33

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Shopaholic
Sunday, February 05, 2006

Current music: Fastlane, by Lindsay Lohan.

What do you do when you're a little down? I'd normally eat filthy amounts of chocolate, but I don't want my dermatologist to kill me, so I chose to shop online. I've been saying money for a while, so I can afford it. I already have two CD's from Amazon UK and one from Play on their way to my home, and I got my eye on four items at eBay. I'll probably lose those because I still haven't learned to be fast enough in last-minute bids, but it's exciting anyway.

This weekend has been pretty uneventful and unproductive, but I needed a little break since school is getting more and more stressful. Next week will hopefully be better. I have two exams and I actually think I'll pass them. Plus my friend Vicky is visiting Madrid with her school and we'll see each other sometime! ^^

What else? Oh yeah, I'm watching Prime with my brother's girlfriend tonight. Meryl Streep, Uma Thurman and the super hot Bryan Greenberg together in a movie? That's something you shouldn't miss.

I'm living for today,

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
18:59

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Bittersweet phase
Thursday, February 02, 2006

All that I need know is someone with the brains and the know-how to tell me what I want
Aimee Mann, Ghost World

It doesn't matter how I look at it, I just can't be positive about school anymore. I thought I could handle it, but all signs point to "no". Seriously, I don't know what to do. I went to this university this morning, where we were given an orientation course, and everyone was talking about how exciting next year will be, like "I can't wait to be here! It's going to be so great!" and I felt a little out of place because I don't even know what I'm going to study after high school. Well, I actually felt a little excited because everything looked very different and fresh, but it's not like I was overly enthusiastic or anything. I have to admit I spent one half the conference staring at this really cute guy who looked like Kelly Jones from Stereophonics, and the other half reading these promotional sheets they had given us before the conference began. I guess everyone's gone through this kind of little crisis, so I hope you can help me by writing a comment. That's what they call blatant self-promotion. :P

Other than that, there's nothing going on... Actually, there is something I need to tell you about. Do you remember this post? I'm sure you don't. lol. For starters -- I told you I had a reason to be happy, but I didn't want to tell you because it wasn't 100% official. But now I can tell you because it's official: I'm moving. Yeah, it's not a big deal at all, people do it all the time and stuff, but I'm moving DOWNTOWN. I'm really, really happy about it. I saw my place yesterday for the first time and I loved it. My room is enormous and it has so many possibilities. More good news -- I bought an apartment in a very cool suburb near the mountains. I bet you're thinking I don't have any reasons to be sad, but you know there are things which money can't buy [oh my god that's so corny] Well, I'm not actually sad, but I'm far from being fullfilled.

Ok, it's time for me to go back to my beloved text books. Oh, I get frantic just thinking about it...

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
19:35

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