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Name: Santi
Age: 20
Location: Madrid, Spain.
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Challenges
Friday, September 30, 2005

Current music: Never Land, by Juliet.

School is killling me. I wake up every day feeling like shit and my teachers are irritating and everything looks so complicated and I'm exhausted all the time. At least I'll be able to rest this weekend. I have a lot of homework to do but I couldn't care less about that now. Seriously, I need to have some completely free time or I'll go nuts.

I'm trying to save some money [how many times have a said this in the last five years? lol], so no CDs or DVDs until the second, or third, week of October, which is going to be a real challenge because Andrew has recommended me some comics which look mighty promising and I *need* to read right now. But I have to control myself if I want to get all the things I want to buy myself for my birthday :)

And what about Sheryl's Wildflower? She-fucking-rocks. Period.

Santi

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When bad things happen to good people
Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Current music: The Last To Know, by Del Amitri.

I won't get into details, but I just don't get why such bad things happen to people who don't deserve it. And it makes you feel like a retard because you keep complaining about stupid stuff like not having a boyfriend or that all of your friends live far away. And you also feel guilty and selfish for trying to be happy in times like these, because it's kind of unappropriate.

We spent summers up beyond the bay,

Santi

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Ew
Sunday, September 25, 2005

There are three reasons why I wouldn't post in a whole week:

- I have absolutely nothing to report on.
- I'm too lazy.
- My computer hates me.

Ok, those three are the reasons why I haven't posted until now. lol. My cousin was here so we used to go out for a walk every day and I was too tired to update afterwards because school is killing me. My teachers are awful and some of my classmates are PRICKS and everyone keeps telling us how important this year is for our lives and bla, bla, bla. One week and I'm fucking exhausted and suicidal. How cool is that? lol. I really don't want to go to school tomorrow. I went out with my cousins last night and we got home really late -- around 5:30, so now I'm ridiculously tired. Thank god I don't have a hangover.

As you can see I have a new template. I hope you like it. It's kind of plain but really cute :)

My birthday is coming. Ew.

Santi

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Free drinks, criminal acts and zombies
Sunday, September 18, 2005

Current music: Love You Less, by Laura Dawn.

It's been a nice weekend. My grandmother and my cousin Cristina are staying at my place for a few days. Yesterday Cristina and I went out with our cousin [the one who lives in Madrid] to have a drink and after that we had dinner and after that we had to have yet more drinks... and all of them were free :P We also had time to break the law just a little bit, but that's a completely different topic. lol.

And today Cristina and me went to see Land of the Dead, which was good, but not what I was expecting. Yes, it's great to see George A. Romero doing films again, but seeing zombies swimming and using weapons and commanded by a leader is kinda ridiculous. I hope the next one is better.

I still let you in,

Santi

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Aw, kill me
Thursday, September 15, 2005

Current music: The Maker Makes, by Rufus Wainwright.

I still haven't come into terms with the idea that my routine is back. When I woke up this morning to go to school I felt so pissed. I have pretty much the same classmates I had last year, which is a good thing, I guess. My new tutor seems so annoying. I'll try to get on with him, but I'm not really in the mood, to tell you the truth.

I also tried to go to James Blunt's free mini-concert at Fnac. Yes, I had the intention to attend that concert but the queue outside was so abnormally long that I decided to go back home. I thought he was still fairly unknown around here. I'll never underestimate the power of word of mouth. Not again.

Santi

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Never say never
Tuesday, September 13, 2005

I've done something I thought I'd never be able to do: meet someone from the net in person. I always considered myself too shy to do something like that but when Dah texted me asking if I could meet him downtown I thought "hey, it's now or never". So we had a coffee at Starbucks and went to Fnac. It's been pretty cool to meet him at last. I hope we can build a "real" friendship :P Time will tell...

I think I'm starting school tomorrow. I say think because they've been unable to tell me the exact date. They're so... unprofessional. lol. I hope I'm not starting tomorrow. Ugh, I'm not ready.

That's all.

Santi

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Feeling strangely fine
Sunday, September 11, 2005

Current music: Hung Up, by Madonna.

Ok, I'm just so incredibly tired. But it was worth it. These past eight days have been great. Seeing my friends, and going out and all that stuff put me in a great mood. It'd be so awesome if I were in this mood every day. Anyway. There are two more reasons to be happy/excited:

1) Brokeback Mountain got the Golden Lion at Venice Film Festival. I never thought, not even in my wildest dreams, that it'd get such a prize. I won't say this is the sign that times have changed, but it seems like we'll finally have a succesful film which involves two men falling in love AND expressing that love on-screen. Not the type of success which Shakespeare in Love or The English Patient got, but a huge cult following a la Lost In Translation. I swear I'm dying to see it. Seriously, I feel like if I don't see this movie soon I'm going to die. lol.

2) Madonna's new single is fucking great. We've only gotten clips so far but it sounds *so* incredible. It contains a sampler from ABBA's Gimme! Gimme! Gimme!, which fits awesomely. I wasn't sure about Madonna releasing an all-dance album, but if it sounds like Hung Up I think I'm going to be the happiest guy on Earth. The bitch is back... and she's going to kick some asses :)

Time goes by... so slowly,

Santi

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So busy it hurts
Wednesday, September 07, 2005

As you can see I've been so busy that it's been impossible to update earlier :D I'm spending the night at Vicky's place. Well, we're basically staying up playing videogames and talking and laughing and singing cheesy songs at the top of our lungs and stuff like that. I'm sure every single person in the bulding hates us right now. Fede is here as well. I often dislike him but he can be pretty cool sometimes. My plans for tomorrow: getting up around 11:00 and going shopping with Miguel and Vicky. In the afternoon I'll probably arrange to meet my old classmate Irene and then at night... P A R T Y! Last Saturday I went out with Julia and Fran and we had a lot of fun, and not because we got drunk [well, perhaps I think that night was so funny because I got really tipsy/slightly drunk for the first time in over six months] Fran was so fucking hilarious. He kept talking and talking and hugging and kissing Julia and asking stupidly random questions. lol. Miguel is joining us this time, and he's simply GREAT so I'm sure we'll have a blast. What else?... I just want to say I'm so fucking HAPPY to be here. I love these guys so much. Even when they're too busy to call me, or when they don't like the movies I recommend them, or when they say my music taste is a little weird... I just couldn't live without them. Ok, I'm getting really corny so I guess it's time to say goodbye. Take care!

Santi

PS - I passed my Math exam! I'm so outrageously intelligent when I want to :D

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Relieved
Friday, September 02, 2005

I'm really tired so I'll keep this short.

- I'm done with my exam. It went pretty well, and I'm sure I passed. God, I feel so relieved now!

- I'll try tell you the shortest version of that problem I had/have with a boy. Basically, we met like a month ago. He had seen me on some forum/website, and e-m@iled me because he was going to live in Spain during his senior year and he wanted to know someone from here. Ok, so we started e-m@iling each other and it was nice until he started taking it too seriously. He said he wanted to meet me in person, and talk to me on the phone and "be close friends and maybe more", and I even inspired him to write two poems, where he'd said things like "what defines beauty? YOU define beauty". Isn't it creepy? So I decided to sent him an e-m@il saying that, as much as I appreciate his kindness towards me, it was time to finish this story. I know, I'm such a whore. lol

- It's so annoying when you want to go to a concert and you find out that tickets are sold out. Worse: it's so annoying when you go to a town you don't know and after a hella long walk to the venue where the concert takes place you find out there's no tickets left. And even worse: when you're coming back home you're forced to share your train with two members of a Latino gang.

- I'm going to spend eight days at the very beautiful city of Cartagena [my old town], starting tomorrow. I'm moist with excitement. I'll try to update at least once or twice while I'm there.

Have fun,

Santi

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