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Excuse me
Saturday, June 24, 2006

It's no secret that the few entries I wrote during this month are uninspired crap. And I want to explain you why I'm feeling this way:

- My uncle [who happens to live next door] has cancer, and it looks like he's losing the battle. My father is obviously devastated, and he's in a bad mood, so sometimes we have little quarrels over stupid things.

- I got my eye on someone, but I think I fucked it up. I met him on the net like two weeks ago, and he wanted to meet up but I said no, because I thought it was a bit too early. And even though he said he respected my decision, he's been a little cold lately.

So, the reason why I'm feeling bad about myself is that I get depressed over the stupidest things [i.e. that guy who ignores me] when there's people with real problems. When I think about what my cousins and my aunt will have to get through in the near future I feel even worse. And I know it's not my responsability, but I can't help it. They're my family after all.

So now you know why I'm not into blogging lately.

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