Bittersweet phase
Thursday, February 02, 2006

It doesn't matter how I look at it, I just can't be positive about school anymore. I thought I could handle it, but all signs point to "no". Seriously, I don't know what to do. I went to this university this morning, where we were given an orientation course, and everyone was talking about how exciting next year will be, like "I can't wait to be here! It's going to be so great!" and I felt a little out of place because I don't even know what I'm going to study after high school. Well, I actually felt a little excited because everything looked very different and fresh, but it's not like I was overly enthusiastic or anything. I have to admit I spent one half the conference staring at this really cute guy who looked like Kelly Jones from Stereophonics, and the other half reading these promotional sheets they had given us before the conference began. I guess everyone's gone through this kind of little crisis, so I hope you can help me by writing a comment. That's what they call blatant self-promotion. :P

Other than that, there's nothing going on... Actually, there is something I need to tell you about. Do you remember this post? I'm sure you don't. lol. For starters -- I told you I had a reason to be happy, but I didn't want to tell you because it wasn't 100% official. But now I can tell you because it's official: I'm moving. Yeah, it's not a big deal at all, people do it all the time and stuff, but I'm moving DOWNTOWN. I'm really, really happy about it. I saw my place yesterday for the first time and I loved it. My room is enormous and it has so many possibilities. More good news -- I bought an apartment in a very cool suburb near the mountains. I bet you're thinking I don't have any reasons to be sad, but you know there are things which money can't buy [oh my god that's so corny] Well, I'm not actually sad, but I'm far from being fullfilled.

Ok, it's time for me to go back to my beloved text books. Oh, I get frantic just thinking about it...

Santi

[Darkdancer] danced away @
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