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F*cked up!
Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Current music: Broke Window, by Gary Jules.

I need to shout. I'm having my finals and I'm soooo stressed. I always feel suicidal and apathetic in times like these, but I swear this year's being even worse. The fact that my teachers are a bunch of S.O.B's doesn't help much either. Hell, it's like if we were in college already. They keep telling us things like "you're all going to fail" or "you're so lazy" and stuff like that and I'm so scared about this term's grades. I'm failing Spanish, for sure. And possibly Economics. And I'm not sure about Math either. Can you believe that? I'm far from being an excellent student, but my grades have always been good, but as you can see this time's they're going to be beyond pathetic. I just don't know what to do. I'm seriously fucked up right now.

Do I have something like "If you're a seriously insane man, please talk to me" written all over my face? The other day, when I went to see Match Point, I had just left the theatre when a man who had seen the movie as well asked me something about the meaning of something which happened at the end of the movie [which I won't reveal, just in case you want to see it] I said "yeah" with my "I don't want to talk to you, you crazy person" voice, but he didn't get it and it looked like he wanted to tell me something else but then I started walking faster, and I ended up running. lol. You must think I'm some kind of rude and sullen teenager, but this is not the case. I don't know why, but he didn't give me any good vibes, so that's why I acted like that. I've already had a bad experience involving a complete stranger stalking me because he was desperate to give me a blowjob, so I didn't want to go through the same thing again.

You look but don't see me around,

Santi

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