[Nothing left for me to do but DANCE]

This too shall pass
Friday, March 31, 2006

I think I owe you an explanation about my last post. I've been trying to believe I'm ok about Paul not being interested in a relationship right now. I always knew this, but I secretly harboured the illusion that he'd eventually realize I like him, and would be interested in me. I was willing to wait, and I actually believed that "good things come to those who wait". I can't believe how stupid can I be sometimes. Paul told me yesterday that he has been seeing the guy he kissed during this week, and they really like each other. He clearly stated that he didn't want a relationship at the moment, but I feel they'll end up together really soon. I so knew this would happen. And before you think he's a jerk, you should remember that *I* was the one who encouraged him to kiss that guy, and he doesn't know anything about my feelings, so he's not trying to hurt me by telling me this. So if there's anyone to blame in this story it's me, and only me. I need to see him to talk about this. It won't change anything, but at least it'll make feel better.

I will survive, that's for sure, but at the moment it seems pretty hard. I have a cold, my head is about to explode, my situation at school is pretty fucked up, my knee hurts and I've been frigid for a week. But don't worry, this too shall pass.

Santi

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