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Birthday fears and a stolen car
Friday, October 01, 2004

I'll be an adult in 7 days
Current music: Possession, by Sarah McLachlan.

It's been an ok week, but seeing my birthday so close has started to damage my mood. I always have kind of a crisis in the days before and after a birthday. You analyze everything you've done in the last year and start to ask yourself questions starting with "what if ...". But this time's worse. I've just moved to Madrid and still have no friends, and going out alone it's awful. It's like being 13 again. I feel lonely, ugly and out of place. Things are slowly getting better at school though. I'm friends with two very cool girls. They're hilarious. It's good to find someone *a little* similar to me in my own class. But it's not the same. I miss my old friends.

To complete this fabulous day I'm having, some son of a bitch has stolen our car. We were gonna buy a new one, but we wanted to keep that one for me and my brother. Enjoy it, asshole. Fuck off.

Santi

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