It's raining men, hallelujah
Sunday, September 17, 2006

I'm really sorry for not blogging much lately. I have been busy, and Blogger is being a pain in the ass and it doesn't work properly, so blogging isn't as exciting now, I have to say. But don't worry, I'll keep writing here as long as you read. So, I have a few updates.

My life is being odd since I came back from my brief trip to Amsterdam. I sleep about six or seven hours every night, which is bizarre on weekdays. I'm eating a lot. Not to the point of pure and simple gluttony, but still, it's really weird for me to be willing to eat at least two or even three times a day. And I feel better about myself, and positive and hopeful. So kids, you should make out more often, and your life will have a brand new meaning lol Speaking of making out -- I haven't heard from him since then. He doesn't text me anymore, nor he talks to me when he's online. I've come to the conclusion that he only wants to be a friend with benefits. Well, he doesn't even want to be my friend, so he's a total asshole. I don't think I'll see him when he visits Madrid, let alone kiss him again. He doesn't deserve that.

I have more news about my love life. David, the guy I've liked for three months, is in a relationship now, with a guy who's a total Nazi. David is not allowed to talk to his friends, for instance. The problem is that I still like him a lot, and he says he likes me too. But he's not going to leave that other guy, so I'm better off alone.

You thought that was all I had to say about boys? You're so wrong. I went out with my friend Santi [yeah, we have the same name lol] a couple of days ago. We hung out with his boyfriend and some of his friends. And one of these friends was actually interested in me. But that's not what I wanted to tell you. We went to a gay disco that night. I had a stomache because I had eaten too much, and I was starting to feel bad. But I forgot about everyhting when I saw this really, really cute guy. He came close to me and told me something I don't remember. He returned a couple of minutes later, and asked me something I will never forget: "do you know where the cloakroom is?". lol. We talked for like two minutes. His name is Pablo, he's 18, and he's lived in Barcelona for most of his life even though he was born in Madrid. He's been living in Madrid for only two weeks. And then... we kissed. Oh my god. I haven't kissed many guys, but believe me, he's a great kisser. Santi and his friends wanted to go somewhere else, but I wanted to stay with Pablo, so I asked Santi about it. He said "Don't worry! He's hot! Have fun! Have sex with him!". Santi is really great, as you can see. They left, and Pablo and me danced for a while. But after a while we prefered to go to this couch to... chat? lol. We stayed there for like five hours, until the disco closed its doors. He had to take a bus to come back home, and his bus stop happens to be really close to my place, so we went together. We kissed a bit more, and he said he really likes me. I told him we would see each other again, for sure. We've been texting each other and chatting via msn since then, and I like him too. But I'm a little confused because of David and all. But I'm still willing to see him again, and see what happens.

Isn't this exciting? I have several life-defining exams in a couple of days and I can't stop thinking about a boy. I'm so irresponsible. Not to mention slutty. But I'm excited, and that's what it matters. I'll keep you updated about this. Stay tuned!

Santi

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